“ıslam Is Not A Sprınt; It Is A Lıfelong Journey”

Thomas Sibille is a French bookseller, publisher, and entrepreneur who was born into a Catholic family. Inspired by a comparative reading of the Bible and the Qur’an, he converted to Islam in 2002. Aiming to help Muslims understand and fully embrace Islam, he founded the Al Bayyinah bookstore in 2008 and the Heritage publishing house in 2021.

Could you briefly tell us about yourself? When did you begin to question your beliefs? Was there a particular moment or experience that triggered this process?

My name is Thomas Sibille. I was born into a Catholic family. My father was responsible for organizing and leading activities in the place of worship, and my mother taught catechism. Faith has always been extremely important in my life. I prayed regularly, especially at night before going to sleep. Around the age of 18, I began to question certain aspects of my faith because of a passage from the Gospel that deeply struck me. I started researching the meaning of the word ‘paraclete’ as it is used in the Gospel of John. I consulted books of exegesis and learned that Paraclete refers to the Holy Spirit. However, in the biblical text, it says, “It is necessary that I leave so that he may come.” Yet the Holy Spirit had already come before. So, the explanation did not seem convincing to me. I discussed this with my father, who confirmed that it referred to the Holy Spirit, but I was still not satisfied. I then searched online and discovered that Muslims say that the Paraclete means “Ahmad,” the name by which Muhammad is referred to in the Qur’an in connection with the biblical reference to him. That was when I began to take an interest in Islam, a religion I knew almost nothing about, since I did not have any Muslim friends. I discovered that Muslims believe in Jesus, believe in Moses, believe in Abraham, and recognize all the prophets. This was something entirely new to me, because for me, believing in Allah was like believing in Buddha — it seemed like a completely different god. I came to realize that Muslims believe in the same God I believed in and recognize the same prophets, but they say that Jesus is a prophet and not the Son of God. I then decided to obtain a copy of the Qur’an. Every evening, I would read one page of the Qur’an and one page of the Bible. As I continued my readings, I began to see that the Bible pointed in the same direction as the Qur’an, toward monotheism. I noticed that the Trinity is not explicitly mentioned in the Bible and that Jesus consistently presents himself as a human being and a prophet, never as God or the Son of God. After some time, I stopped praying to Jesus and began praying to God alone. I became convinced of pure monotheism. But I still needed to determine whether Muhammad was truly a prophet. To answer that question, I read a biography written by a French Muslim convert named Étienne Dinet. When I discovered the life of the Prophet, I was deeply moved. At that point, I wanted to convert to Islam. I hesitated for a few months because I was afraid of the unknown and worried that my parents might resent me. But eventually, I took the step, and I became a Muslim in January 2002.